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"jirai kei" = 地雷系 which means "landmine type" in japanese.

it's a subculture that's based mostly around the toyoko kids in kabukicho, but has since blossomed into a worldwide subculture

the point of the subculture is basically to reclaim the insult which was used to stereotype and marginalize those with "unstable," "explosive," and "dangerous" personalities.

the point of this space is basically to allow us to exist in a way that we don't have to mask and we can just exist as we are.

"jirai kei" has also become associated with "ryousangata" fashion which is a type of jfashion, but intrinsically that's not the origin of the jirai subculture and is just an aesthetic that has become associated with it.

disclaimer: jirais are marginalized. we are regularly told that we are "glorifying" self-destructive behaviors.

yes, i will not lie, there is definitely a lot of harmful stuff that floats around in this space because most of us are mentally ill and extremely unstable !

so be careful--if that's not good for you, then stay away.

the whole point of the jirai subculture is to let us exist as we are, without any conditions.

let us exist.

stop marginalizing us.

this blog contains:

• off-color humor
• artistic nudity
• my nihilistic attitude
• detailed suicidal fantasies
• history of suicide attempts
• photos + descriptions of substance use
• photos + descriptions of self-harm
• eating disorder behaviors
• a fxck ton of ranting